I am right there with you. And my T isn't exactly what I would normally call "sexy"! I am also very much questioning my sexuality. Although I am married and have children, I find that I am very attracted to women. I have even acted on those attractions with certain friends, and I find that I definitely like women.

My T tells me that I am only attracted to women because my "inner child self" is in need of comfort and female affection. My "adult self" turns that sexual, because that is how adults express intimacy.

I don't know, I am not so sure. Really struggling to figure out the truth. Btw, my therapist and myself are both Christian also.

PM me anytime, please. I would love to discuss this with someone else experiencing the same thing.