dear tabby,
I hope your pdoc did not cold turkey your benzos?????
This is way to hard on you if he/she did.
You really need to withdraw from them slowly.
I hope that is what has happened...I ahve not kept up with your history so I hope that I have read this wrong.
I was on neurontin before and it was not a good mood stabilizer for me...then I tried trileptal which made me hyponatrimic, low sodium at higher doses ...so now I am on lamictal...and I really like this med.
I take ambien to sleep at night and geodon as I need it for hypo symptoms.
I wish you well with these meds too.
I always say that we know ourselves best....
bizi