
Mel,
Just try to bite the bullet, so to speak and GO FOR IT!!! Therapy does suck and especially two times a week at that with a therapist you don't especially like. It sounds like you are going to try a new therapist according to your last post. That would be AWESOME!!! Just hang in there and try to use the therapist as a sounding board for what is bugging you at the moment if it is school, friends, parents, family, boyfriend or whatever. You never know, you might learn something interesting along the way... Nevertheless, be true to yourself and definitely take care of the little Mel as she is very precious!
Many Blessings and Wishes,
Brookester