Thank you all for the advice.

I do my best to keep practising and honing my interests daily; each day I try to learn new things.

Now that I'm in a better state of mind I realize that I should be more calm about this :P.

I have found things that I like to do, but I don't feel able to make a career out of them, although I have tried and I still try. On top of that, I have yet to find a job that doesn't drain me.

But I will try to approach my problems one at a time.