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Originally Posted by lindammarie
I fell asleep on the sofa last night and did not take my asthma medicine. When I woke up, I could tell I had not taken it, but was only able to use my inhaler because the pill is supposed to be taken at night.
I got to wondering while getting ready for work -- what if I just quit taking my medicines altogether. Maybe I wouldn't live as long then...
I hate having these kind of thoughts and knowing I must fight them off... It seems to take so much energy.
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((((Lindammarie))))
Sorry you're having these thoughts too. Mine have been rearing up lately. My mind runs through a "What are my options scenario?" and at times like this, suicidal ideation appears. Not that I could/would do it. As you say, fighting them off is so very tiring. Going to call my pdoc tomorrow 'cause I don't think this MAO patch is helping. Here's hoping we both find some relief from this.