They don't beat you because of what YOU are like. They beat you because of what THEY are like.

You say they beat you because you're violent. Seems more likely it's the other way around. Maybe you're violent because they beat you?

While a punishment isn't meant to be enjoyable, that isn't justification to do just anything in the name of punishment.

You say it works. But you're not happy and you think you deserve to be beaten. It works for the beaters, not the person on the receiving end.

I know you can't see this now. But it's important to tell you.