I want to start this post by saying I am not at all actively suicidal. I have no plans to harm myself or anyone else. My problem, intrusive thoughts. I have OCD that is mostly though related. It has been haunting me for over a week. I was taken off of my zoloft before having the chance to taper off. I have intrusive thoughts that tell me I am better off dead, which leads me to physical compulsions (knocking four times on solid surfaces) etc. It is taking it's toll on me. I don't know if it's just the intrusive thoughts, or if it is from, or a combination, of withdrawals.

Would me going to the ER be completely useless? Does this seem like something that will be written off, or something that would be considered suicidal thoughts even though they are intrusive? I am just really confused.