I agree with most you said. For this purpose I will write like you...a bit fluid but just a bit more under control and try not to let my thoughts get too spread out.

As I understand you are quite intelligent. You will gain a lot of knowledge from reading this. Use it for good.

Human beings are constantly telling eachother that they should not do something. Its mostly a survival technique. If you watch Stan Lee's Superhumans you quickly realize that humans can step beyond the bounds given to them just by practice or keen training. No one can control you. You control you.

Now some mania thoughts...I believe that that ADD is becoming more prevalent because of the bombardment of radio/cell/antenna waves. Humans are not used to dealing with so much interaction with outside forces on their brain waves. Its helping people in some ways in that their mind is more active. However, its making it harder for humans to truly be creative and think outside the box. We become parrots copying eachothers ideas because its so damn hard to concentrate.

More mania thoughts...I believe the human mind can control nature. I believe a mind is powerful enough to destroy the world as we know it. Not by making some chemical bomb, atomic whatever. By influence of brain waves. We make tools to use those brain waves right now. But there is going to become a time when those tools will be overtaken by simple well-tuned thought. I am not sure, but I have a feeling my thoughts may have affected weather some...I'm not totally denouncing it as a delusional thought yet because I haven't worked out the particulars.

During my manic phase I was able to actively control my blood pressure and heart rate. I could feel chemicals interacting with my mind/body especially cleaning chemicals in the air after my room was "cleaned". I could taste how purified the water was and if contaminated air was interacting. I could sense A Wii game console affecting my brain waves and it gave me a headache. The last place you should be if you are manic is in a "mental hopistal". The only way they can control you there is thru drugs and some force. If you are like me, naturally not a fighter and would like to be left alone, you will not be burdensome even when manic although many needs will increase. But those folks that need a cig break will get theirs. And when they prick you with needles for your blood even though they can't find the damn vein they will stick prick you till they get their damn blood sample.

The thoughts I had during my first manic episode and shortly after remain vivid in my memory. I believe I had a clear explanation for the role of spirituality and how a human could live on past their death affecting the world around them. I believe I can at some point tackle the laws of gravity if given enough time to think about it while manic in a controlled manner.

However, like any drug, Mania requires self-control above all else to control. You can take all the drugs in the world and eat/workout properly. However, it won't stop you from messing up if you do not have proper self-control. That is why P-Doc's make so much money. Most people just are unable to fully control themselves.

Personally I am a natural risk taker. I thrive on it. So no drugs for me. I'm taking fish oil. I'm going back to the gym because I like to be strong. I am eating like the average american.

I'm working on getting my self a bit more amped just so I can be more productive and also contribute more to society.

I think I'm done now...not because I want to be but because I have to be

One other thing...when I am manic. My body heals from injury faster. I believe the mind will attempt to heal body parts during a manic episode if you let it. My best guess is Adrian Peterson is manic. I mean look at the way he runs. He runs without fear. He recovered from his injury faster than most people. When you listen to him he's always talking about how blessed he is. He's saying he will break the career rushing record.

I believe him. Only a manic could withstand the sort of punishment he puts on his body.