Yes my Pdoc told me to google it. My first appointment was with him and he asked me about three questions, do you sometimes talk fast? Do you sometimes feel good for months at a time? He diagnosed me as bipolar where I doubted the diagnosis because of his quick diagnosis, stopped going and ended up going back two years later after so much self destruction.

My last appointment was about two months ago and my next one is coming up soon. I find it strange because the one week I was doing so unwell he made another appointment a week later where I was doing 'good' and said wow I dont need to see you when your like this so ill book the next appointment in august.

Other then complaining its my fault for not getting a new one yet.

My main problem is, when I bring up how stressed I am, he literally has no solution, I feel like stress has been consuming my life ever sense I started seeing him. I quit my job months ago because I felt like pulling my hair out everyday at work.

Really the occasional hypomania, depression and mixed things are annoying. But my life is a ball of stress and I feel like its so hard to move on. Anti phycotics have never helped me with stress. I think about going back to drinking all too often because I can never catch a break. I dont know if its just me or them but I never call my friends because they dont call me, I assume they dont want to hang out, I mean they do when I call but i feel like maybe im forcing a friendship so I stopped, I feel very much alone. but thats just one of my 100 issues