I'm bipolar. So I can say something here. But I can't really- like I can't get anything out. And everything is tangled up in everything else. A circle is round; it has no end. ...kind of like the whole BP/OCD disaster that is my brain. I just feel exceedingly alone in my crazy sometimes. Sorry if I can't make sense right now, maybe it helps that other people might read. I'm sorry I don't make sense I don't know where to go.