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Originally Posted by JosieTheGirl
I'm bipolar. So I can say something here. But I can't really- like I can't get anything out. And everything is tangled up in everything else. A circle is round; it has no end. ...kind of like the whole BP/OCD disaster that is my brain. I just feel exceedingly alone in my crazy sometimes. Sorry if I can't make sense right now, maybe it helps that other people might read. I'm sorry I don't make sense I don't know where to go.
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Josie, you have no idea how much we are alike. Sure, on here I sound like I have the world by a string, that's because we can also fit any act without looking like we have any problem. That's my cross to bear. I can communicate with a rock, not that the rock listens, mind you.
My point is that we all have different pieces of this terrible disease. You seem to be unable to 'get it out', I seem as though I don't have a care in the world. Both of us are terribly damaged and in a way that most just don't understand because we carry our scars on the inside.
I encourage you to simply type as though no one is reading, as I'm doing. I set up a place for me to talk to me here and I come and visit the others here in this thread. Please take every advantage of whatever you can find on this site to help you. As odd as I am, it's helping me immeasurably.
Best of luck hun, sincerely, TippPatt