DoubleMonkey: I too want to keep an eye on this thread. I too feel too much. I too have found a spot to put all my troubles in one place so that I don't spam the threads with my particular kind of crazy.
And, I'm finding it helps. I'm putting my life, my delusional life, out there for everyone to see. I think I'm doing it so that I can recognize that it was a delusion. One that I was prone to because I was unmedicated at the time. One that I now can see because I'm back on the meds I need to be able to see such things.
Here's hoping you find you're not alone. If no one else is there, I am.
Now you're on my subscribed threads. I can see you now; therefore, you are.