So we get a check in thread? Must have missed this one before.
So I decided to check in! lol. I'm at the point in life lately to where I can honestly accept my diagnosis. Before, I mindlessly took my meds and never believed the diagnosis. I would play out my days thinking it was all bs. trying to prove to myself that it was crap, day in and day out.
but then I started noticing the things that people did around me. Like, the ways that people accommodated me, and it got me thinking of what they were accommodating. I still do the same stuff as before, except it is more controlled so therefore more acceptable.
So anyways... I'm ready to accept my diagnosis. Not to ever use it as an excuse, but admitting that I have this disorder is where I'm at.
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