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Old Aug 01, 2013, 11:01 AM
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Hey faerie. He definitely gives new meaning to volcanic eruption. One of his triggers is me rolling my eyes. It's something I do all the time without even knowing it...it's just a impulse reaction. He made some comment that annoyed me and I guess I rolled my eyes. We talked it out and I thought it was over but then he just kept bringing it up and bringing it up. No matter what I say he always says no...and then tells me how I think and feel and what my intentions were. About 85% of the time he is wrong but it doesn't matter it is what he says it is no matter what I say. I am usually pretty good at letting it go but that day he just wouldn't stop until I just said (rather forcefully) enough! Well then it was on like donkey kong. It wasn't the worst blow up he's ever had but it was certainly up there. And of course it was my fault that we had the fight...as usual. Blah. At least the episode was over the next morning. I hate it when it drags on for days and it usually does.
This reminds me of myself. Some of us have our racing thoughts that loop, like a scratched record. It's not so easy to let things go even if we really want to. I hate it.

And yes, eye rolling is extremely triggering and I can't take it, either. That and the word "whatever." Those two things enrage me....

I mostly just yell until I attack myself physically.... It's not fun....
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