Hi, please do keep posting and PM me anytime. You may want to see if there is a local support group in your local area - for USA, check Find Meetup groups near you - Meetup or NAMI. I go to one locally and have for years. It helps to connect with others that "get it." Sorry to hear about your health coverage...that stinks. I have Medicare (I'm disabled) so I am fortunate for that...take care and contact me anytime! x