Major stress and not much sleep has triggered me on a cycling rollercoaster. I have that dang pain in my upper right shoulder again and have to keep pushing my shoulders back down. So much financial stress and it's the one kind of stress I just cannot deal with. My brain is so screwed up on this one its like the back quater of my brain behind my right ear is numb, I have pain behind my eyeballs.
I refuse to be suicidal but damn can I get a freakin break here?!?
I am ready to just crawl under a rock but at the same time I have things to do and I WILL DO THEM no matter what! Damn the torpedoes!