I've not been diagnosed as bipolar due to lazy medical system, but I'm about 95% sure that's what I have. Some type of bipolar with occasional psychotic tendencies. I hate to try to diagnose myself, but no one else will.

I've not been feeling too grand lately. I sleep a lot, I'm torn between eating a lot and not eating at all, have no motivation to do anything, haven't showered for a week because it feels like too much work.

I'm just missing hypomania. As crazy as I get, I miss sleeping only a couple hours a night and running around doing everything and thinking everything.