OMG! This embarassing and secretive thing i do has a name!! maladaptive daydreaming! which i discovered thru internet searches here on pc!! so i know it has been discussed before, but maybe not recently.
i really always thought i was weird, or wondered if it was a dissociative disorder. i role play constantly in my head. much more so when i am depressed or stressed. i imagine myself as something pretty darn near perfect. i either make-up other ppl around me, or use ppl i know from real life. i fantasize that they are totally in awe of my awesomeness
does anyone else do this or want to discuss it?