make a new holiday tradition. just like people do who have outside kids. let littles make decorations, list for santa and stuff like that. decorate for YOU. get yurself something and put it under the tree.
we're trying some new stuff this yr. cuz we always feel so depressed at holidays.
bad things happened. we're working on being in "now time". so new things.
it's hard to do this. it's hard to change. it's hard to not hide till holidays are over but we'll help you.
vicki