Hello I hope things get better for you soon. am sory that you are burned out about the response that your roommate gave you the other day. you must remember this though borderlines are hard to establish formal patterns with for a long period of time. This is not your fault, and you may want to have a talk with your room mate regarding that you are not doing well after you have the shots, and you need help from time to time, after getting the shots, from them. This way maybe your room mate will be a little more understanding after you get the shots the next time. Maybe you and the room mate can make a plan and put it on the fridge as to what the room mate will need to do at the home after you get the shot, that way there is no chaos and hurt feeling and the room mate feels less thereatened by the fact that you are the one needing the attention after you get your shots. Just make sure that the room mate is in agreement as to what they will do when you are not capable of doing things at the house, and make a plan for you as well as to when your room mate is not able to do things at the house. That way things are equal and your room mate will be less triggered from your need of help and support when you need it the most. As far as your room mate going off of his medication, that is his choice, and you need to kee0p your own mental health safe at this time, and if the pressure and stress become too much you need to talk to your Dr about a medication adjustment, and if this living arrangement is not suitable and meeting your emotional and mental health needs it is possible that you need to talk to your therapist about getting a case manager and move into more appropriate housing where you will be safe in your mental health recovery. Take care I wish you the best Sincerely Soidhonia