I'm totally a calamity in progress (presently, and if the past is any indication of the future, I may as well accept it)... Calamity would be a good name for me - like a real life legal name change - I like it..

I feel too much... I think too much... I' too much' too much... it's who I am, it's ok. And I'm lonely so lonely, try not to let it show. What's so hard is feeling I don't fit in anywhere. So far and few between finding a friend who has the brain capacity and emotional depth to understand me.

I'm a black sheep, shunned in my community. I'm fine with being weird, anything other would be a bore, but they aren't ok with it. I hate my uptight, shallow neighbors. "OMG she played music (one song) and sang top of her lungs after midnight! Call an emergency home owners association immediately!!" Is there anywhere I'd belong?