I am at a loss for words...BipolarNurse I am sorry you have to go through this. Just as people have said to me it is not supposed to be this way.

I have read your blog, I knew you have great faith. I pray god holds you tight through this incredibly hard time.

In my mind I am reaching through this Internet world and give you a big long hug and a shoulder to cry on if you need too. I will be here for you in any way I can.