While my car is out of commission, I am borrowing my brother's car while he is on his honeymoon. He will be back this weekend. And my grandma has graciously volunteered her car starting once he gets back so I can take my time while searching for a new(er) car. Did I ask for this? Absolutely not. I would never have asked because I have such a difficult time asking for help. Maybe because I don't feel that I deserve to be helped. I don't want to be a burden.. to anyone. Logically I know that I probably am not, but I still feel that way. Maybe what I need to do is to learn to be more gracious.