So I was with someone for almost 7 years. We fought like cats and dogs. I have bipolar and stressful situations cause me to go way up or way down. Anyway at times I'd break things off and I'd end up in a new relationship doing odd things. Like quitting my job where I was being trained to be a supervisor and moving 3 hours away to be with a girl I knew for about a week. Once they diagnosed me as bipolar this girl I was with for 7 years decided to jump on it. Saying I wasn't bipolar and that it's a misdiagnosis. But since we couldn't get along as friends either (a lot of hurtful comments were said I won't go into them right now.) so I broke things off with her. Since then she's been guilt trippy and making me feel like this is all my fault. I've already crawled back to her several times and my family has finally put their two cents in and has told me that I'm doing the right thing and that she hasn't been a good girlfriend in the past and that we just aren't right for each other. Anyway I still have these thoughts that we will be alright we're going to get back together we're going to be happy again we won't be fighting anymore yada yada but deep down I have this nagging feeling that it's just hopeful thinking. I'm also dating a girl right now who has been here for me and wants me to do whatever I can to get better. Which I do like her but I'm just stuck between these choices and these feelings. I've never been to this point before so I'm unsure of what to do. Kind of uncharted waters for me so any advice or anything will be greatly appreciated.