Gee Newtus! I really wish I knew what to say that would help you. If you and I lived closer I would be your friend too. I am your friend online but I know that's not the same as in real person. I'm sorry you had that ordeal with your car. But I'm glad to hear that you can get in your car and drive if you wanted to go somewhere. I know that you live far out in the country area but is there any type of low stress jobs around there that you might could do? Like some type of volunteer work? Is there an animal shelter or a nursing home near by? I've done both of those myself and the animals and the elderly are always in need of someone to talk to. What do you think?