Thank you Dannyisaninja
I did that on our last night.I could sense he was going to break up with me so my last plan of action was,to cry lol. That did nothing as you can see.So now im here trying to accept the fact that we are done which is hard because when you have been with someone for so long it becomes a routine to be with them,literally feel like half of me is missing. I cry at times because I just want to hold him one more time. Friends keep telling me to focus on myself and what is meant to be will be. I want to try that but its really difficult.
I have not contacted him since in the hope of giving us time to clear our heads (slightly hoping he will miss me
I know begging for him back is the wrong thing to do so I have no choice actally but to just take care of me
I hope K comes back to you in time as I hope my love will come back to me in time. Until then, we should take care of ourselves
Good luck with everything!