C,
You are such a good mom, really you are. You need to get him hospitalized before this gets worse. Please, call the police now. When he's inpatient talk to them about placing him outside of the home and having him apply for disability.

Your 11 yr old is not being neglected! When your daughter moves in she can check on him when you work or can he stay with your mom in the summer? Please, please don't beat yourself up. You, your younger son and daughter deserve a safe place to be.

You tend to let others take advantage of you including your ex's when your depressed. As for your safety can you take a long weekend from work to get stable?

You are a really good mom and you try so hard. get 17 yr old 5150 then check yourself in unless you can get an emergency appointment with your old pdoc. Your way to sweet to suffer enough to let your mind twist horrifyingly against you.


MM