In my last post on another forum, I kind of touched on this, but i am literally going crazy. I have been with my boyfriend officially for almost 6 months, but we were talking and "dating" i guess you could call it, for 4 months before that. He knew i had severe depression and would help me out with it all the time. I recently got diagnosed with bipolar, and he just doesn't believe me. He literally says "you do not have bipolar. stop saying that" which just confuses me. He has completely stopped trying to help me with any break downs i have, because he is getting fed up with my insecurity when he is around other girls, and i have this weird obsession with the thought that my boyfriend still thinks about his ex, which i don't even know if it's true or not. It's probably not, but i have no clue. i feel like he is getting fed up with me. And i can't just "try to talk to him
and explain all of my feelings" because i have done that before many times, and he doesn't really want to hear it, because i guess sometimes i get a little overdramatic, and i'll get too apologetic....too sappy trying to prove how much i love him/how much i care. what do i do? what can i say to him to get him to listen? i love him so much and i know that he loves me, i just don't know what to do!
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