Blue,
I'm so sorry that you're having to go through this  It isn't fair to anyone that he is being abusive. It doesn't make you a bad mom.
Go to court, and when they ask you anything.. tell them the truth. That he's still smoking pot and that he's been abusive at home. Tell them everything.
Keep staying strong for your youngest son, and for your daughter! I know it's hard to keep going for someone else's sake sometimes.. but it's worth it in the long run. 
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