I have been having a hard time dealing with everything lately. My dad is depressed and it has really gotten to me. I want to help him but there isn't much i can do. I just want to see him happy again. I don't like living with my moms boyfriend most of the time. He just bothers me sometimes and I end up taking the anger out on my mom. I don't mean to and it causes us to fight. I am dealing with erotic transference to my therapist who moved away last year and it still hurts me a lot. I also have very little friends and have been feelings lonely lately. It's hard for me to make friends because I am so shy. I am going back to school in September and I am really nervous about it. I have a lot of anxiety and for the past couple weeks I have been really nervous about school even though its not until September. I just don't know how to handle everything anymore.