was blah today. could not find the thing that holds all my important stuff this am. camp needs to be over. found my important stuff holder when i got home, so my mood lightened...but then i went online to see a message from my professor about me submitting my assignment too early and that i hadnt read everyones assignments before submitting (my classlist only lists 8 other students in the class...so i guess i overlooked some people)...but i had to hold back tears because i hate doing things the wrong way and i suck at taking criticism. i internalize evvvvverything. thr smallest little critique can send me into a depressive state i told her i could wait and do it over. =/