...Hormones? a phase? it's natural? well...you be the judge i guess.

By the way, i will use the term "shemale" here, which i know is a bit offensive to some people, however, i am using it deliberately because i am referring to transsexual women that are probably marketed to men in the porn industry.

I am a 17 year old heterosexual male,and recently my sexual fantasys (which where your typical me screwing some hot babe i created in my mind) have...expanded.. to include a little bit of sexual submission.
In these fantasys i imagine myself basically getting pegged by crowed of woman...or...(here's the catch) shemales....

I thought about substituting either of these fantasy partners with an actual guy and i lost my boner or at least the spark sort of died...See the male physical form doesn't attract me in the slightest...what attracts me is the female form and that submission element that can only be achieved by me getting ****ed by a **** (for me at least).

The shemale kinda fits in perfectly here...it gives me the female form which i enjoy...and the submission.
After i orgasm...the fantasy ends...and i am back to my normal self...where the thought of having sex with an actual shemale kinda makes me uncomfortable.

Also, this fantasy is sort of cycled... i get the need to jerk off to a fantasy similar to this every few weeks...then it just resides in the recesses of my mind.

So, slightly gay? bi-curious... or just a guy with a freak flag that should be left to fly freely.
The whole fantasy is me probably trying to keep things sexually interesting, but this just for my peace of mind.