Does anyone feel like when they read something (book, website) that they end up acting like the characters for a short amount of time? Or at least think like them?
I especially had this issue when I thought that I had depression, I'd go read all these things on it and subconsciously act out the symptoms I had read. Same sometimes now when I expect I have bpd. It sometimes makes me feel like I'm copying the chameleon, so to speak =/

I recently came to the conclusion that I do not know myself. I feel that my mother has pressured me, brainwashed me, for better or worse to be her "mini me" and succeed in areas of life she did not. Thankfully I broke free of her reality but unfortunately I find myself swinging between her and what little of myself i have. I am not sure how to "find it" or how i am suppose to act, Be "me".

when i was on medication i felt more or less like a zombie,,

Hugs (())