Typical day for me.
I have some coffee which is my artificial joy; the caffiene helps boost my mood for a while and if I am lucky trigger a hypo that usually lasts most of the day.
Otherwise I find myself floating between thinking of things that boost my mood which and the realization of things I have to get done or stuff I forgot I need to do.
Then I want to talk with my....oh nevermind, dont have one of those anymore.
Lonliness takes over and down the spiral I go.
This is just no way to live a life (no its not a veiled SUI statement, just one of futility)