((Shyintrovert))-
As the others stated, I feel you are in an abusive relationship. I was in an emtional & verbally abusive one for a year..I could not even use Windex correctly

, according to that abuser....It was about to turn physical and then I left. I went to DV shelter for couselling...They were wonderful.

Non judgemental, kind, caring...Please give them a call.