You are grieving and I am so sorry for your losses. Of course, you cannot just "replace" the loss of loved ones with "new ones" - I totally get that and can see how bizarre that suggestion is. I'm no stranger to death of loved ones and I empathize with you. It gets better with time and while they are gone, memories remain. There will be new experiences, new times, new people - different things. Nothing to replace what was lost ... but positive experiences and people in our lives can "happen" after terrible losses. I wish you well. x