Hello I hope things get better for you soon. DBSA and NAMI both have good support groups possibly in your area as well that you may want to attend both groups can be found on the internet. Can you call and get an emergency appointment to see the dr in your area. What about just a regular Dr to give you some medication until you get to see the psych Dr in January if necessary. a regular Dr can give yousomething until then if needed if the Psych Dr can not see you until January. take care sincerely Soidhonia