I often think that if I'm being gentle on myself it's a sign of weakness and what I really need is to toughen up and stop being a sissy about it. I feel like I'm taking the 'easy way out' even though I know that the hardest thing for me is to take it easy on myself and relax.
My ED doctor told me the other day that I've dropped 8kg in the month and a half since she saw me last, which doesn't seem possible to me but there you have it.
I am still not indulging in ED behaviors. Almost 4 months now. Seems unreal. Sometimes I panic. Can I really do this? Doesn't seem possible.
But I am. So how impossible can it be.
Keep going everyone, we can do this.