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I've been told that my mood lately has been presumptious, condescending, and mean. I take my pills everyday, I avoid my triggers, and still there is nothing I can do to control this. Part of me knows that I'm being a horrible person, but the other part just doesn't care. This dichotomy is present in my whole personality. I am beginning to believe that I do not understand what it is to be sincere. I can see things from others' point of views; I empathize very easily. So the problem with this is that I never commit to one side of things. In every situation I am plagued with doubt and disbelief and struggle to make decisions because I can't decide between the choices. When I should be confident, I am full of doubt. It's like 2 different people live in my head and they never agree on anything. How do I make the arguing stop? How do I learn to quiet the voices and stick to a decision?
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