I think after 4-5 medications, I'm starting to chemically feel better (there are relapses but in general). The problem I'm having is that I don't think anything has changed and I feel bad about feeling better. I don't think I should feel better because I still hate myself, hate what I've become and I don't know what I'm supposed to do to change that.
Does anybody else get feelings like that?
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Dear heavenly Father, please forgive us, for we know not what we do.
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