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I think getting help with the bipolar first may be of help - you say you don't want to get into trouble and you admit to being impulsive and manic at times. Perhaps with correct therapy, perhaps even meds to get you on a more even keel may help with that and also getting into trouble. I think it's worth going to see your family doctor and just see if they have any advice for you?
Even if you parents were totally frustrated with your behaviour and just reached the end of their tether, then they still should not have hit you. You're not a small child where you can smack on the bum for being naughty, you're nearly an adult and to be hit with such force that it breaks ribs.. well.. let me ask you, what did that teach you? What did it achieve? Did you feel loved? Did it make you feel better about yourself? Did it help with your bipolar? I can't see any positive result from this abuse.
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Im was on meds for it. Dont want to take them for other reasons. It sure as hell taught me to clean the sink right and to shut up when they were talking. Theres not supposed to be many things positive about a punishment, if i understand right.
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You are an addict, with violent tendencies, but say "...I can handle adult stuff.." but are fine with having a guardian who can force decisions on you, you are all over the place and clearly beating you has made you a nice scapegoat but has done nothing to improve your situation/self worth/behavior, in other words, it doesn't work. Please do be sure your sexual partners know all about your behaviors and do them and yourself the favor of getting tested regularly for blood borne diseases, and STDs---use protection. As you know yourself, violence is a very temporary deterrent.
I wonder what you wanted to be when you were a little child...
How old are the other two and what are they doing with their lives?
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I dont know about that. People usually stay out of your way for much longer if you beat them up than if you tell them to 'go away'.
A pianist.
23, 21 and 21. Younger two are in college, other one is doing something with photography and hes moving out of state soon.I dont really pay much attention to them haha.