would you be open to going to the ER for a refill on the meds? Tell them that she just cut your meds, and they could help ease that transition. They could also try to hook you up with other providers. Have you tried looking for anyone with a sliding scale? I don't have insurance yet, so I searched until I found someone that could go really low with costs. It was a pain in the butt, but I finally found a good resource. Even if you just call 211, they may be able to help. Being sent to a hospital may benefit you at this point in that they can assess you and hook you up with meds. It's not ideal by any stretch of the imagination, but it may be a way to help ease the withdrawals and help you find someone else to start seeing... (also, it would benefit you to take yourself as opposed to her sending you. While you don't have all that much control while there, you have more than if you are involuntary... I ended up going to the ER a few weeks ago on my own and they discharged me after the psych gave me refills. It might be worth a try).