I do struggle with something similar to what you describe. For me though I am kind of a mixed bag. I went and seen a new place my former doctor referred me to because she dropped off the radar and is no where to be found. They want me to go take all these crazy tests and get an official diagnosis. Such as take an ADD test, OCD test, anxiety test and whatever else the test giver guy may decide. But they were not very good listeners. Least the person I saw. So I have set up an appoint with the specific doctor my doctor had referred me to. They said I could see someone else I said not this time. I want to see specifically this person and hope she is receptive like my former doctor was. The last person at the place I talked to I wanted to punch in the face in my fantasy lol. They were so frustrating. But that is beside the point. I do struggle with it. I have been told I have GAD,depression, ocd like tendencies among other stuff. I but I have not been officially tested according to this place so they basically say it is all hearsay until I get officially tested for a bunch of stuff. So after I get working and get some income. I am gonna go get these tests they want done and see what they turn up.