Ok som here's the thing. I am 55, retired from the AF in 1990, worked again, retired again. Now during all this I have anxiety (panic attack) disorders, ADD, a little OCD, and depresssion? I guess my question is outside of the anxiety, which I can feel, and quiet down with meds, I don't really feel depressed. I am mad at myself from divorcing my first wife to marry an old sweetheart. (I was married 29 years), I have been remarried for 5. I always wanted to divorce my lst, and now I am questioning #2. I am scared to death of leaving but I really do want peace., no anxiety I really question the ADD., I am really going off the deep end or have I reached the end and am starting out?