I've done this since I was 13 so for 7 years. I would always fantasize some sort of dramatic even that I'd be in the center of like getting into drugs or becoming a *****. Sometimes I'd get knocked up and than become a loving mother. A-lot of them were romance fantasies too; someone (guy or girl) would notice me and fall in love with me. They make me more depressed than I was already because I can't stay laying in bed forever fantasizing (longest I could go was 2 1/2 days). Definitely maladaptive...
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