I'm so mad at myself for forgetting to take my klonopin at bedtime last night. Crappy sleep once again, and wide awake at 3 a.m.

I would just like to wake up at, say, 6:00 a.m. like a healthy person! So another day with bags under my eyes. . .

Yesterday felt angry from about 11:00 a.m. on. Hate it! Feel angry again now.

Can't wait to see pdoc on Wednesday. And again, can't wait for 8/13 - 8/20 when I go up to 100 mg lamictal and 200 mg lamictal to see if that med will actually help even me out. Feeling angry all the time is so miserable. There's no escaping it.

I really think I should start exercising more vigorously. Someday I will look back on the summer of '13 as just being "that crazy summer" (I hope). I just want to go back to my stable self. Please.