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Old Dec 06, 2006, 09:07 PM
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went to assesment appt. today the clinician said its obvious I have severe depression, anxiety disorder, post traumtic distress, ocd and probably more. then tells me that they won't be able to get me into see a therapist until after the new year and the therapist along with the psychiatrist will decide what meds I need. so i asked what should I do until then. She tells me i need to get out and make friends. ( OH REALLY ) and that I need me time ( OH REALLY AGAIN ) to find someone to wathc my kids. ( she gonna pay the babysitter ) and that maybe go to my local church just to get out of the house. HAHAHAHAHAHAHa

so here i sit for the next 30 days and I am more depressed now than i have ever been in a VERY, VERY, VERY long time and i give up, why bother, its like one big freaking joke. i don't even want my kids around me or my husband they just get on my nerves. is there really light at the end of this retardily long tunnel that i seem to stay lost in. so much rage at everything, i just want to freaking scream and run out into the street and disappear.