At this point, I kind of feel like I just don't want to see her again. It's just too stressful wondering what may or may not happen or what she may or may not be thinking. I just don't want to deal with it. And I guess that goes for dating at all not just her. I mean let's be honest, there's very little chance of someone better than her. If she's interesting unique and fun to talk to and I don't want to go through the hassle for her, I guess I probably don't want to go through it for anyone.
I feel like we left off with kind of an expectation that we would see each other again, though. I don't know what to do about that. Is it acceptable to just not contact her again or that rude? It would seem weird and very rude to write her a note saying I wouldn't like to see you any more or some such thing. Yeah, that definitely sounds rude. probably just not contacting her again is best. What if she contacts me?
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