feralkittymom, Tarra - that is deeply appreciated. Thank you. I just can't apply those words to myself - if it were about anybody else I would agree.
stopdog, it is reassuring in a way that the therapist doesn't care, but not in the same way for me as it is for you, I think. For me, if T doesn't care, I have nothing to lose by telling him things. I can't lose a regard I don't have.