I hope you don't give up. I am starting school in a couple of weeks. I'm 50 and am just beginning to figure it all out. I am starting with a lot of support. The Students with Disabilities Coordinator is helping me as well as the TRIO director. Both programs are free and the TRIO is a Federally funded group who helps with study skills, mentoring, advocating with instructors. Very supportive. And if you like, you can include me in your support system